Monday, December 14, 2009

佩服

so fast so soonn,,
but why cant i? because maybe i think this is respect to both..

Its gonna hurt when it heals too,
Its all get better in time..
no matter how it is, im gonna be fine without you..

i'm gonna smile because i deserve to..

Friday, December 11, 2009

MC D.

resting in Mc D., Enge two stops before Zurich Bahnhof.
luckily everything ended early today,.,and so i could have more time for myself ..
spending them in one of my fav's place, MC D.
had mc nuggets with magnum almond. wonderful.
well..checking and keep myself updated from reading each of your blog..hmm what else can i do huh?
i do miss Msia. boo hoo..but i miss my "time" even more..
just random thoughts of all..

i wonder what are you thinking?
money is everything that can make you losing your thoughts and decisions?
money make you thought of dumping your children?
money make you forget bout your siblings?
is enough, dear..
i dont wanna mention any name here but if you would care..
is money that important till you can sacrifice everything that suppose to be important in your life?
you ve such a brand name products, you ve whole loads of chains..so what?
where is your husband? where is your wife? where is your sisters? where is your brothers? where is your mother? your dad?

have you ever think of them when night comes? have you ever miss them? miss the time you all spent together? have you even thought of gratitude? be thankful of what you ve got? a son and a daughter, and two daughters..so what? im not proud of you, anymore..which i used to..i feel so dissapointed and collapse. we could be the most happiness family in fact in the world..
we could have so-called "leading" the town..
why? because we belong together,..because of our cooperation, our love, relationship..

but not now...not anymore..the dream has broken. it will never come back..
never ever,..

i miss my grandpa..i miss my grandma..i miss the time i was having in a small little house..we re neither rich nor super..but i can understand and feel...the love surrounded us.
i miss ya..much..i miss you too, which used to be..
the one who brought me out for lunch, buying toys for me..
i miss the one who taught me the proper way of using a pair of chopsticks, the one who punished me when i did something wrong..
where are they? i wonder..

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

就像篮球赛在分胜负

过程中...
你..向胜利一直冲,分数越来越超越对手..没错,崇拜..
打着打着,他们进攻,投篮,射球,防守,三分,罚球直到彼此分数没有了高低之分..
就像,一开始,多么想超越朋友之间的感情,直到得到它,已拥有的时候,已开始缓慢,气喘..

直到时间.. ..
当只能看见对手的分数离你越遥远的时候,大概另一对会选择弃权吧?

Monday, November 30, 2009

Papa Joe's










this was last week,..
i stayed in room almost the whole day this week..
hahha..gonna save some money for spain =D

here comes the snow

zurich is snowing now..it reminds me the first day i stepped in CH.
snowing on the way up to the hill,..my school.
i wonder how it looks like now in soerenberg..having heavy snow as well?
i think it would be more serious than in zuerich..
well,..
can't imagine i could be in CH, and didn't realise i have been in CH nearly a year..
i miss everything i had before..and i will appreciate what i have now.
no matter what and how everything goes..
im happy to know you..and everyone of you.

Thanks,..
i've brought here.
xoxo with lots <3
Kay.

Thursday, November 05, 2009

days

from the beginning of this internship, complaining about how tired it is and how unwilling to get my ass up to work and always saying and gossiping about how worse things are..

but well, until now, time again..running so fast..
it almost coming to an end..i didnt thought of things running so fast..sometimes feel so scared that to face the reality, to face the world so soon, so quickly.
i rather stay in my own small world.. *silly smile. my world, my place..
who doesnt want to? unless other reasons. hmm..is going to start a new semester soon. i wonder what "fireworks" could make? XD

learned the lesson.
being tougher than before..because i have you to support me =D thanks dear..you know who you are..LOL.

Sunday, November 01, 2009

Off to Konstanz last week











was fun and wonderful..hahah thanks to Alice jie jie..
brought us to Konstanz for a day trip..
bought something not much because is using EUROOOO. XD
had fun. sehr gut!