Away

i will be away quite sometime though..

gonna have great experience for this time..

catch up with you guys soon..

gonna tell more about it =)

Have been raining heavily

it has been raining the whole day here..windy and cold..

that reminds me of a heavy "shower" after hot sunny day back to my hometown.

it wasnt that cold comparing to where im now.

lack of energy and power from family and friends back there.

i miss home.

after so long what i ve been done for myself, my journey.

i dont ask for a rest as needed to move on to accomplish my mission.

i hope all i ve been doing and whatever i did is beneficial and is good for future.

hoping everything is all right at home now..

wishing and looking forward so much that i could at least see whats happening there.

你们还好吗？................

Photographs

looking back at all photographs,

all the time which posted out and making differences..

no doubt, it seems im getting "no meat" day by day..

thanks for asking for the reason haha..im really fine, im not in sickness.

is just times go by, you dont know and didnt realised you ve been doing so much things and there are so many things happening which you need to sort things out..

we are not kiddy kiddy happy go lucky like few years back..

fooling and having fun as people said : "快乐不知时日过" = you enjoying and having fun that, you dont know you already half way walking past a half quater of your life.

appreciate and treasure time that i have,

im going to live even tougher, stronger, and blast my life!

rub off the pain and hurtful memories..live better than anyone else!

in the process of rejuvenating.. =)

nothings gonna ruin my things out..

cheers! and by the way...hello MARCH! =P

somehow just wanna stay in february for always..

and so i will always stay 19.. haha

生日快乐

it seems nothing special for everyone's birthday..

Happy birthday i said to myself =)) 7/3/2011 could be as usual as everyday, but for me, i must celebrate! i should celebrate and thank my mum that i actually was born on this day. I should thank my parents they made me until this day.

Thanks daddy mommy.

Thanks my friends.

Thanks my love.

Thanks a million.

love.

Story we have.

Everyone has a story...

i ve been staying in a dark depress tunnel where i dont want anyone to see me right there.

you can say everything is so depressing and miserable in my life.

but i will live in a good condition too even if things happen again..

my day is coming and soon will be our day.

i ve been thinking the purpose and the meaning of life as i grow older.

i dont want to waste my time and energy anymore..

been through the roller coaster state, what else more?

everyone has different life, but i wouldnt be the one who want to ruin other's.

it doesnt matter anymore in what perception i see the problem because no matter how i feel, i try, i analyse, im just trying to entertain myself and comfort myself.

i dont want to be the real bad cruel girl but i hope and wish everyone not to step into a relationship when you know they are having one because you would be the one who kills and did a worst thing ever and when you realised, it would be too late as you might be having revenge because of you did before.

so please..stop doing that and hurt everyone around you.

however it is..it would be...you will get it in one day.

stop creating trouble and suffer.

Hello March =)

不要长不要长不要长大，长大后世界就没童话!!

...

我是否能继续安心追求我的梦想和理想？

之后会发生什么事？ 谁能预料？

你了解我的心情吧？

Happy chinese new year and happy valentines ;)

didnt really wish you guys a very happy chinese new year and enjoy your day though =)

i was busying with all my open semester stuffs. no holiday of course. the ang moh dont know about it. but anyway..

thats y i didnt manage to actually write whats all i need to.

a glimpse..and now past valentines..welll..i had mine..great lunch-dinner.

was tough after so long. but i m not going to give up. and i will keep it up =)

i wanna achieve what i want before i regret.

life is just too short to wait and regret.

human learning chapter is deep and long...but we need to move on.

wish you guys all the best in these coming days..best wishes. ;) enjoy your year, enjoy rabbit year.

Trust, loyalty, chance

Talking and listening in the class.

Consumer behaviour hahaa im like studying psycho already.

anyway..ppl minds are different and weird.

looking at some point from studies to relationship between each other , doesnt matter who friends, family, relatives and etc.

that 3 elements that i thought, i think is important to sustain them in order to continue anything.

its hard to have a friend, is tough to gain trust, long term to have loyalty.

but chance? only once.

i always tell my best friend and make sure her situation in good status.

maybe you dont have one true friend. thats y you are trying to snatch ppl thing away like a theft pickpocket. and my teacher taught me that the theft and pickpocket are bad person. they will have revenge one day doesnt matter when and how.

dont try to act a second person wearing mask to get what you want when you know it doesnt work and its so awful when you look at yourself in the mirror. dont try to lose yourself pride and yourself.

this could just summarised that you dont love yourself that much, thus, you dont have pride, dont have face, dont have PRICE. is on sale.

think further, dont hurt ppl around you, dont ever hurt your friends that are worrying about you, and dont ever hurt yourself like nobody business.

There is nothing much just - I love myself.

Here i come again

walking around during weekends off the mountain. this time is even tougher. i will try my best is do whatever i can in both my two major part.

go with what "they" give me. i think it would be the best choice..

i want to get my grades, i want and i have my mission. i wouldnt stay for anything.

i need mine. walking around and sometimes it gives you something good in silence.

that only be one and only thing i will think about.

i will definitely not tolerate myself if i did the wrong decision somehow.

but anyway..day by day..another week has gone. in certain period i would rather rest..

take a break..i need mine..hmm