im back home! =']

bless my luggage! luggage you must come back to meee =[

OMG here i come again

it has been 3 months omg, i cant believe it! i didnt touch my bloggy at all.

anyway, last two days morning, i found out that my grandma just passed away, the time when i heard this, i couldnt help myself, my tears keep falling down and all the memories just popped up in my mind.

thanks for my friends who cheered me up =']

i will be even stronger and tougher and before.

po po, i will always love you, you will always be in my heart.

i proud of you to still remember you were having 10 grandchildren.

im proud to not go to school at kindergarten time, so i have such loads memories with you ='] the time you pushed me into the bus, the time you went down to supermarket and left in at home, i was shouting ah po ah po ='] , the time you brought me and ah yee and michelle down to china town with traditional bus, the time when you told me my childhood time, so much so much tears, i can never finish dropping my tears whenever my surrounded ones asking my grandma..

im sorry po po, i was trying to be happy and not crying, but i still need sometime to recover myself..

take good care of yourself, =]

my dearest po po. heart xoxo.

晴天

looking outside the restaurant, people passing by, tram moving, laughters..

thousand people surrounded, but im all alone,

im tired of being a reporter getting to front line at each time,

tired of being a top runner who needs to keep the record and keep on track,

tired of being think that i m a fool,

easily being bullied, depress, miserable..

im not pessimistic, and im not demotivating myself,

its just, the world change until the circumstances that i could hardly follow the pace.

tell me what could i do?

i just want my simple happy life, being pampered and appreciated.

i misss home, and i miss my family, i feel like hugging them as long as i could and never let go.

i hope time is gonna neutralise what is happening..

as soon as i go, i go with the flow..

i wont be worrying anyone anymore, because there will be someone worrying about them.

i wanna take a rest.

i miss you and i miss home.

wanna go home.

Gosh..

it has been a long long time since i stepped in here. and i almost forget, i have you as friend.

im going to post more, but let me finish my task.

i will be back.

back to track. =]

A break!

have been working with full energy.

i understand.

i hurt a person.

i know its not an excuse.

i know it hurts so deep and much.

i trust and i believe but my instinct my thought just came out with unbelievable reply.

but this did not meant you, this meant the way i reflect things and what i think it is..

it is unforgivable i truly understand. but there is one thing i need to say,

without the world of support, i will be the only supporter,

without the understanding of all, i will tolerate and understand it,

i need the support from you too, and i need you.

IM back!

I m back from working in a catering group. Worked with big company under Breitling =P so cool. It was fun and memorable of course. and I learned more than ever..

thanks for giving me this opportunity, i know i can do it better the next time =)

well, had my interview and try out on thursday in Renaissance =P had fun, so cool.

but i lose during the war > < i mean...health..i got sick, had high fever, but im so stubborn haha..never want to go to clinic or pharmacy to get medicine because i wanna depend on my antibody lol.

however the next day, i couldnt take it and i walk in a "dead way" towards the train station to get medicine as there was a pharmacy..phew! i have minor fever now..thank god...but im afraid im loosing my voice like my classmate few weeks back =P ahhaha..gonna have fun huh? jokes on me! omg.

Oh..

Happy Dayy.. =)

Bring the BIG

GIVE A BANG!

i want to let ppl know what we will be having

i want to let ppl know what we are going to do

i want to let ppl know what AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

WE ARE 365 days....

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