晴天

looking outside the restaurant, people passing by, tram moving, laughters..

thousand people surrounded, but im all alone,

im tired of being a reporter getting to front line at each time,

tired of being a top runner who needs to keep the record and keep on track,

tired of being think that i m a fool,

easily being bullied, depress, miserable..

im not pessimistic, and im not demotivating myself,

its just, the world change until the circumstances that i could hardly follow the pace.

tell me what could i do?

i just want my simple happy life, being pampered and appreciated.

i misss home, and i miss my family, i feel like hugging them as long as i could and never let go.

i hope time is gonna neutralise what is happening..

as soon as i go, i go with the flow..

i wont be worrying anyone anymore, because there will be someone worrying about them.

i wanna take a rest.

i miss you and i miss home.

wanna go home.

Gosh..

it has been a long long time since i stepped in here. and i almost forget, i have you as friend.

im going to post more, but let me finish my task.

i will be back.

back to track. =]

A break!

have been working with full energy.

i understand.

i hurt a person.

i know its not an excuse.

i know it hurts so deep and much.

i trust and i believe but my instinct my thought just came out with unbelievable reply.

but this did not meant you, this meant the way i reflect things and what i think it is..

it is unforgivable i truly understand. but there is one thing i need to say,

without the world of support, i will be the only supporter,

without the understanding of all, i will tolerate and understand it,

i need the support from you too, and i need you.

IM back!

I m back from working in a catering group. Worked with big company under Breitling =P so cool. It was fun and memorable of course. and I learned more than ever..

thanks for giving me this opportunity, i know i can do it better the next time =)

well, had my interview and try out on thursday in Renaissance =P had fun, so cool.

but i lose during the war > < i mean...health..i got sick, had high fever, but im so stubborn haha..never want to go to clinic or pharmacy to get medicine because i wanna depend on my antibody lol.

however the next day, i couldnt take it and i walk in a "dead way" towards the train station to get medicine as there was a pharmacy..phew! i have minor fever now..thank god...but im afraid im loosing my voice like my classmate few weeks back =P ahhaha..gonna have fun huh? jokes on me! omg.

Oh..

Happy Dayy.. =)

Bring the BIG

GIVE A BANG!

i want to let ppl know what we will be having

i want to let ppl know what we are going to do

i want to let ppl know what AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

WE ARE 365 days....

hehehehehehehehehehehehee

Away

i will be away quite sometime though..

gonna have great experience for this time..

catch up with you guys soon..

gonna tell more about it =)

Have been raining heavily

it has been raining the whole day here..windy and cold..

that reminds me of a heavy "shower" after hot sunny day back to my hometown.

it wasnt that cold comparing to where im now.

lack of energy and power from family and friends back there.

i miss home.

after so long what i ve been done for myself, my journey.

i dont ask for a rest as needed to move on to accomplish my mission.

i hope all i ve been doing and whatever i did is beneficial and is good for future.

hoping everything is all right at home now..

wishing and looking forward so much that i could at least see whats happening there.

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