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today is the last day and perhaps the last time i can feel the semangat and the subconscious fear whenever the gun bang.
we did went into final but i was that irresponsible until i threw my event and depend the others who were in the team. im so sorry, and very sorry. apologize because i did not run till the end. that was a hope, but a hope that nearly destroy by my ownself. i know everyone of you might be wondering and cursing me or whatever but i have my reasons, which when i went back and tell my sister, my sis replied and described me as an insane and foolish which she had ever seen. I know among us must have misunderstanding and somehow i lie because i didnt get anyone's permission and i left to school. im sorry.