Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

=')

Im a big big girl
in a big big world
is not a big big thing
if you leave me
but i do do feel and i do do will
miss you much..miss you much.

I can see the first leafs falling,
its all yellow and nice,
its so very cold outside,
like the way i m feeling inside

....
why did it all have to end..
will miss you much. =']

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Untitled.

From the beginning, not liking, not loving, not treasuring, not cherishing,
until the day i realised i was lying to myself that i didnt like you, i was telling myself everything was just so simple and normal, repeating the saem thoughts am i am not gonna get along with you in a short time.

well, time flies, i couldnt stop myself from keep thinking the same thought which is the fact i fall in love with you. Perhaps for my opinion, it is always wrong to have you with me, but i just cant believe we are that connected that we almost say and think the same thing via phone, lappy and all.

I started to ask you out because the feeling of meeting you giving the strong power and keeps me off-thinking . In fact till now, I lookign forward to seeing you and appreciating the chance so much that even Im wondering why?

You thanked me for not ignoring you any chances that we could meet each other, but now you think that i dont have time to accompany you because i work., it same goes to you, but perhaps im lucky that i can at least see you an hour or two more than you do.

Its like abstacles we need to challenge, if we fight for it,we will win, can we not abandoning each other? *silly smile, i think its nonsense , It would be a joke for people.

Why are we like this? Everything after journey back to our hometown. It seems to be hilarious without laughers. You told me you thought of letting me go, I guess this answer will make the saddest me though.

I was whipering to you i am a "fast-bored" person, But i didnt even thought of you are the one who said this first. I thought i would be the one though. You told me you will be a "long-lasting" person who treats realationship like this.

You told me the silliest thing that you would marry me but...
I hate that i love you too much until i cant think a better way to adjust or delete even a memory. Eveverywhere i ve been, there are footprints of you. my Buddy was asking me if Im still missing you, Yes of course. I miss what you were.

I realised you put lots effort to hold this relationship back. and i dont know who giving you the opinion of letting me go, and i dont wanna know. I could still feel the same feeling like before, but you didnt realised it. I dont know if you could feel the same way too. But i felt you, i really do.

A blur note, equals to blur thoughts, how to sustain? because im too afraid to lose you.

Sorry, lobs you.
dont cry.

Friday, September 25, 2009

谢谢

这句话能撑着我两个星期?
不管, 但还是要谢谢你。

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

WESTLIFE - I DON'T WANNA FIGHT LYRICS

I can't sleep
everything I ever knew
is a lie without you
I can't breathe
when my heart is broke in two
there's no beat, without you
You're not gone, but you're not here
instead that's the way it seems tonight
If we could try to end these wars
I know that we can make it right
Cause baby...

I don't wanna fight no more
I forgot what we were fighting for
& this loneliness that's in my heart
wont let me be apart from you
I don't want to have to try
Girl to live without you in my life
so I'm hoping we can start tonight
cause I don't wanna fight
NO MORE...

How can I live
When everything that I adore
And everything I'm living for
Girl it's in you
I can't dream
Sleepless nights have got me bad
The only dream I ever had
Is being with you
I know that we can make it right
It's gonna take a little time
Lets not leave ourselves with no way out
Lets not cross that line

Remember that I made a vow that I would
never let you go
I mean it then I mean it now and I
want to tell you so"

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Friday, September 04, 2009

The Journey

after so many days, grown up? haha..kinda maybe..
sometimes thinking back some happy moments..which i can sleep whenever i want, can runaway from school if i want, do not need to think so much when im studying..nothing to worry..so free, so great..
but things will change though..im no longer the small girl, i cant be like that anymore..and i realised what is "working" really mean. having more than 10 working hoursa day, and only a day off for me..where can i go? how much i need to spend? when i need to be back to prepare for tomorrow again?
didnt i appreciate my schooling time? i have fun, havent i? how i wish i can study more than working..haha..but sometimes is really "mau tun".
if im working, i get monthly salary...and well, i can probably buy whatever i want whenever i need..at least i know how hard i earn, and use them reasonably, because they are all my afford. it shows how hard i work to get this amount of salary..so hard, so tired, so frustrated, and demotivated.
but i cant turn back, i can only look forward to every single step infront of me..wishing and hoping for the best..what can i do more? cherish whatever, treasure all..
for all.
love lots, K.

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

Have been neglecting my bloggy

Ladies and gentlemen..
Damen und Herren.. XD

sorry..i ve been neglecting my bloggy for so long..hmm..
just well..not taking much photos or have anything to write bout..
and nothing really happen..because..i m workinge very single day except monday..
and well..i will go out and shop or eat of course..hahha to chill abit..
yea..currently in zurich..somewhere in zurich..which is..kinda good feeling..
feel so great..yea..i love the sky here..night scenery and all..
good weather..wonderful.. =D
waiting for my dearest ppl to visit me..
waiting for family, friendssss @@! hahaaa..
come and visit me..even though i dont think i have time to spend with you guys..LOL XD
cos yea..hahha..
good luck and all the best to all of you..
sorry for not having fixed time to chat with my mommy..she is pissed i guess..
sowieee...
this is for today..
enjoy! cheers! =D