Review 2004-2008 II

Form THREE.
this year was a happy go lucky year like form 2. i didnt study because of my friends. lol. not blaming.,but is because of all good dids. haha. er..things that made me sad was the second week of school. everything gone wrong. felt so sick of that. but after few days..rejuvenated. not much to say..but was fun because i m getting closer to SG.



Form FOUR.
was a very busy year and very good year for me.. i learned lots. i hold positions, status. make me feel so great...cos im BUSY. haha. i love that feeling sometimes..so that i wont think too much of unnecessory thingy. far beyond sadness. is too great to be 16..sweet 16th.



Form FIVE.
will be the most reluctant year and move on..on..

thats whole loads to say through out the years,, well..
gonna love and miss you guys. much much. xo xo.

Review 2004-2008

Well,, and this is how i start... ...
I joined Sg's family only when i was form one, so when i compare with my friends,, i was like the last one who join the family. anyway..

Form ONE.
when i first entered my school, i felt so strange and wanna bang wall because i was too shy, didnt like to talk. however, my first friend of all, Michele Tai Chee Yann. She was the one who talked to me, sat with me, then Joanne Tong, i dont know whether she likes me to be with her every single breaks and lunches but she was the only one who accompanied me to finish my meal. thanks. i was like no friend at all. [silly smile] then suffled classes and i moved from 1E to 1D. surprisingly i was the only one girl in the class, so unpleasant, but if there is one more chance, i would like to try that, at least i could be somebody in the boys' thoughts..lol. joking. anyway..and that was how i knew Chee Yong, the monitor of the class.., we had orientation night, and fashion design.. remember? haha. i made the magician's hat. then, valentine..haha..memorable wasnt it? lol. thanks, and that was how i joined the family,, emily, hoong, zhong, chee yong, phoebe, choi yen, wee. and sweet sweet wonderful memory as well. [secret] shh. haha..and that was my form one. a sweet and fantastic one.


Form TWO.
and then comes to my form two. i was so happy to have my friends with me in the same class. feel so great and it was like my dream. i remembered during history time, i answered twice the same ques, im not sure wat question but the answer is KANGAR. haha. i think wee knew it. and then after few weeks, teachers need to "shuffle" the classes again and im surposingly in 2G but because of them, i made my decision, i stayed. remember our class teacher? we changed trice and 2 of them were Lilian. i kinda miss Ms.Lilian who was in teaching in Kuen Cheng High School. er,,, then i kept hiding myself from somebody. lol. [secret] shh. not facing reality..but i felt so numbed and i felt like im gonna 崩溃the next second when i found out 不能说给我听的秘密. i hate myself for letting this to the others. perhaps i regretted from the beginning till the end. then comes my form 3 the next year.

to be continued...

period.

you re correct! don't approach me when i felt something wrong between me and you..what i mean is..can you like..do everything by your own and not wait until my order? i mean following my foot steps only when i made one. you can be the one who accomplish your things first. all you need to tell me is..i ve done my things, you can call me if you dont understand, or maybe i can help you with it..or something like that..I EMPHASIZE..we re friend since we met, now and forever, will never change. dont treat me like im somebody for you, cos, i feel awkward. my heart can only fill up with one and only. thanks. off, kay.

也许不应该提起这件事

我啊，可能就是一时太在意别人对你的亲密，所以才会有想捉着你不放的冲动。没错有想过不顾一切后果告白后再算了，可是自从看了这剧后已减少了我对你的思念和想跟你在一起的冲动了，也许我应该早就知道这事实。一切都等到事情搞妥当后再认真思考这件事也还不迟，因为只要有目标，努力的付出，我相信一定会有我要的结果。谢了，“命中注定 我爱你，这部偶像剧”让我有放开你一下下的念头。 一切都等到时机成熟后再谈！美术，晚咯！

NZX

went to niuzexui yesterday.." cow car water " direct translate.haha. was okay la..compare to Bkt Tinggi, the present one i mean. er..it was like a mini chinatown which has MCKY, STARBUCKS etc. Photos coming up next..

a day walkin'

to Sg Wang for acc and tailors. =)

dinner of mine.

loving meals by mommy can no longer dinikmati. boo hoo ='(

pray hard...

the ticket.

have you bought the ticket to travel around bright lights, big cities?

talk to me..

talk to me..

you speak with me..

dont sink before you rise baby..dont fade away,

you hesitate, you seem to wait, for all the time we had feels like a world away,

who's to say we will be okay, we will make it through the night,

dont wanna wake up in this state, i just want us both to smile,

because we re the same, and i know that ll never change,

look i bought your favourtie ice cream,

i dont wanna see it melt away,

if you walk out now, i dont know if we could be the same,

baby, just talk with me, bcos i want you to stay here with me,

i want you to stay here with mE. <3

i will respect your decision...

I..miss you.

I can't sleep, I just can't breathe, when your shadow is all over me, baby.

Don't wanna be a fool in your eyes, 'Cause what we had was built on lies.

And when our love seems to fade away,

Listen to me - hear what I say...

I don't wanna feel the way that I do, I just wanna be right here with you,

I don't wanna see, see us apart, I just wanna say it straight from my heart:

I miss you...

What would it take for you to see? To make you understand,

that I'll always believe

You and I can make it through, And I still know I can't get over you.

because..i miss you.

random pickie.

too tired for tomorrow.

nights.

my house.

Colonial Restaurant

I was having my dinner in Colonial Restaurant which located near my house. so..we decided to have a quick dinner there since i will be having my science today.
i brought science to the restaurant..i thought the food will distract me from doing my test..but i was wrong. the song which was the one who distracted me from doing my science..you will be wondering...ya ya..maybe the rock ones..surprisingly is christmas songs.
i feel so sick of approaching these days..is not because i dont like them..and is because of farewell, be away, be abroad, be flying here then there. ya.,.you might be thinking..after year end we are still friends and we still can meet together. true but only half true. im not. i probably wont be around after beginning of the year already. and it would take me a long time to come back,,, because i can't come back. i m honestly speaking how come im in the service thingy? how they pick? cant they pick those who has under average score in school? cant they be those who never participate in events? cant they be those who i can except the truth that im one of them also? why me? why me? well, i dont wanna talk bout this anyway,, the main reason is that..the time we can spend together is getting lesser and lesser..SPM and stuffs..ahhrr..but one thing..i must do it before moving on and start my life back to the normal is to tell..i love you. (dont ask because no point asking) gonna go now..moral exams. off at 1243.

too early?

m and m for christmas.

christmas is early?

no way..haha,,

the art

你在伤心吗？

我的心在哭了吗? 我可以不要想这件事情吗？i saw you standing beside someone else..my heart sank in deep blue sea. sitting on my own,, thinking of giving the best attention, but what else can i do? disorientation once again. fed up!! fly away you stupid devil..i hate you! go away!! get out, get lost! furk off!

award day..

Good Morning everyone..

wish you all the best. SPM ..im comin'

because we re graduated!

graduated on monday but having spm exam on tuesday...haha..well..because we re graduated! secondary school. gonna say bye bye..and wish you all the best and good luck in your SPM exams. god bless..ciao. gonna focus focus..haha.

last sunday

say hi to my phone here..

and the bling bling here,, and the bling bling there..xo.

the man.

the man who i went to that bank.,, at first mummy and i thought he was like speaking via phone there..but he keep speaking without stopping or breathing..then..it was like..then he starts to scold the bank worker there..who was a male..he keeps complaining that new staff couldn't do this and that and blaming people for giving less money to him and expecting money is fake and nonsense..mommy and me standing beside were like keep laughing..and actually i planned to record the whole thing and post into youtube..haha.but too bad..couldnt make it.

look so busy eh?

reading huh noT? im so nervous now..bizz bizz..

prefects farewell.

and my favs snacks for farewell.

and we had new dish in gardens' thai restaurant here.

and the guy who i mentioned here. monorail guy.

and we had shopping that day with nadii here..

this is liwen here//

and here comes my teacher..

and the genius here,, sarah,..

and night everyone.