不懂

你不懂的爱。

bencimu.

过冬

人人都说， 冬大过年？

wishing all Happy xmas..days to go..

i miss everything before now..

having party at home, counting down and buffet-style..

calling friends home and have a big large fat meal together, chit chat like nobody business..

wow! wunderbar! =D

and now..getting apart..

i always like to think back..like gosh gonna die soon like that..

ngo choi! zap ju sin!

i still have long journey and more missions havent been done. nothing can happen to me now..

sigh..but well..

i miss 12 years old's me..when i was still playing basketball. in a proper basketball team.

i miss sandra, siewjiun, suzhen, jenlin, yang, 6k's and everybody who entered my life.

it was so amazing that im sure not everyone experience how great it is..

i think i will be the most happiest person when i was a 12 years old girl. thanks all.

perhaps i am delighted child who had wonderful and memorable childhood time ever in my life that i think i wont forget in my whole life.

and comes my secondary..

everything seems running..i felt so strange when i enter Sri Garden..feel so scare..because i couldnt speak at ALL. not even writing a proper sentence. no way. i hate that me. do not know nothing..and i have phobia till then..i try so hard to improve everything i should and i could..i should thank her for being so bitchy? or whatever it calls..thanks for her wonderful mouth..who criticised till my reputation = not even a dog. why dog? at least you wont hurt him that much i guess..whoever, whenever, whatever now..until now..yea..its still defect..

at least..im too kind to all..i will not do this to them..too hurtful..too brainless to do so i guess. my point of view.

well..

MERRY

XMAS

TO

ALL !

Santa Lucia

came back from dinner..

which at Santa Lucia..great restaurant..

had gran gusta? lol i forgot the name and pasta of course,..

and i had tiramisu for dessert. yea..

utility = 100% =9

counting days and days..

pass away..

i stopped at a spot?

i slow down my pace?

nope..i should walk even faster..

i should live for myself..

i..will only slow down when i think i need to..

you hurt me deep down..

my throat feel so pain whenever i think..

and now..i hate the feeling..

i promised myself should let go if an angel is nearby..

and now i guess is the time..

i should be happy though..

to love a person..is to feel the happiness..

you re happy? everything worth.

off.

xoxo. Kay.

woohoo

snowing heavily in zurich..is -10 even during day time..

it is wonderful and feel great when it comes to night..why?

because i see snowy white crystal road..accompany back home..

feel so warm..and of course..especially with your accompany..no matter how cold it is..

feel great.. =] oh my..lc.

and here..my very own..loving it.

Top 10

i wanna sing out loud if i could in Neway!

1. 我愿意

2. 最动听

3. 谢谢你让我爱过你

4. better in time

5. 真的受伤了

6. “就算我现在什么都没有，擦干了眼泪还是抬头要挺胸..”

7. 今日

8. do you know

9. from the bottom of my broken heart

10. mungkin nanti

hoo~

looking fb's albums..wow a semester has almost gone and here again..

im gonna be a year older to carry a heavier course..

wow! kinda reluctant and yea..it wont make my tears fall laa..hahaa..cos i dont think i need to anyway..but perhaps i will when the important day is coming but anyway..

gonna end my internship so soon..hmm too much had learned. too much had thought. too much to handle in a specific moment that almost killed me from not eating more than 2 spoons of rice each meal. sleepless nights,..and now..gosh..the weather is just too dry and cold..yea..you might be thinking wow snow, so nice and interesting but when it comes to the real one..i guess..you will like msia more XD

im serious..because my fingers' skin are cracking..they are so pain and gosh..bleeding okay?! = ="

ahhrh..who realised? my roomie LOL.

thanks her for being here with me the first internship ever in my life..

im gonna be alone the next one most probably..hmm..

i miss my cert. life so much..so much..

if Msia is raining, pls pls pls wear a thicker jacket protect you from getting sick or something..!

is gettin' late now..

nights everyone.

佩服

so fast so soonn,,

but why cant i? because maybe i think this is respect to both..

Its gonna hurt when it heals too,

Its all get better in time..

no matter how it is, im gonna be fine without you..

i'm gonna smile because i deserve to..

MC D.

resting in Mc D., Enge two stops before Zurich Bahnhof.
luckily everything ended early today,.,and so i could have more time for myself ..
spending them in one of my fav's place, MC D.
had mc nuggets with magnum almond. wonderful.
well..checking and keep myself updated from reading each of your blog..hmm what else can i do huh?
i do miss Msia. boo hoo..but i miss my "time" even more..
just random thoughts of all..

i wonder what are you thinking?
money is everything that can make you losing your thoughts and decisions?
money make you thought of dumping your children?
money make you forget bout your siblings?
is enough, dear..
i dont wanna mention any name here but if you would care..
is money that important till you can sacrifice everything that suppose to be important in your life?
you ve such a brand name products, you ve whole loads of chains..so what?
where is your husband? where is your wife? where is your sisters? where is your brothers? where is your mother? your dad?

have you ever think of them when night comes? have you ever miss them? miss the time you all spent together? have you even thought of gratitude? be thankful of what you ve got? a son and a daughter, and two daughters..so what? im not proud of you, anymore..which i used to..i feel so dissapointed and collapse. we could be the most happiness family in fact in the world..
we could have so-called "leading" the town..
why? because we belong together,..because of our cooperation, our love, relationship..

but not now...not anymore..the dream has broken. it will never come back..
never ever,..

i miss my grandpa..i miss my grandma..i miss the time i was having in a small little house..we re neither rich nor super..but i can understand and feel...the love surrounded us.
i miss ya..much..i miss you too, which used to be..
the one who brought me out for lunch, buying toys for me..
i miss the one who taught me the proper way of using a pair of chopsticks, the one who punished me when i did something wrong..
where are they? i wonder..

就像篮球赛在分胜负

过程中...

你..向胜利一直冲，分数越来越超越对手..没错，崇拜..

打着打着，他们进攻，投篮，射球，防守，三分，罚球直到彼此分数没有了高低之分..

就像，一开始，多么想超越朋友之间的感情，直到得到它，已拥有的时候，已开始缓慢，气喘..

直到时间.. ..

当只能看见对手的分数离你越遥远的时候，大概另一对会选择弃权吧？

Papa Joe's

this was last week,..

i stayed in room almost the whole day this week..

hahha..gonna save some money for spain =D

here comes the snow

zurich is snowing now..it reminds me the first day i stepped in CH.

snowing on the way up to the hill,..my school.

i wonder how it looks like now in soerenberg..having heavy snow as well?

i think it would be more serious than in zuerich..

well,..

can't imagine i could be in CH, and didn't realise i have been in CH nearly a year..

i miss everything i had before..and i will appreciate what i have now.

no matter what and how everything goes..

im happy to know you..and everyone of you.

Thanks,..

i've brought here.

xoxo with lots <3

Kay.

Malino Pizza Haus

night Zurich..night everyone. Guten Nacht.

Zeughauskeller to eat =9

funn ..