Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Mist

Hmm..glimpsed..its gonna be the end of May. I'm getting afraid when everyday come to an end because the next brand new day will come..and days left are getting lesser and lesser..days spending here is getting lesser..everything is not under estimation anymore..if I could stay at this semester a little longer..just a little longer..

Thursday, May 21, 2009

free..



today is a holiday for me. no class. nothing. its free. well. i spent my day in front of the computer..chatting facebooking blogging watching tv and so on. so free..so nice..sceneries are perfect. loving them all. indulged.

The corridor


started to miss this corridor..the happy, joy, bully, running around, shouting like psycho etc in this corridor..hmm it really brought us much memories though..timee to take picture with all..joking around during events and class party or teacher's day..fun around..
especially after break and after lunch, is it still in "the form" of crowding like usual? *silly smile..
i really miss that moment..

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Hurray!

i dont know anything,, but im pretty sure i will like this course to be on..hmmhmm
there will be much more things to do from now =)
cheers !

Saturday, May 16, 2009

The International Night

Christine and me
Me and LL
Me and Yoyo
The Malaysian "gang" haha..
Karen, Harriet, Me, Patty, Janet
Me and Luke
The team of service, entertainment and house keeping!
And what we danced.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

International Night

In HTMi.
this will be the largest event ever held in HTMi annually.
im looking forward to enjoy the event though. what will happen on that day?
well, i m in the service team which is to serve the guests..
so,,..see what will happen tomorrow..

Sunday, May 10, 2009

that first and only time

talking and chatting for these hours..feeling the sadness that not many people could feel it. well,,..you made me think a lot..a lot of things that i never or wanted to be reminded..my tears actually rolling down every second when you re talking..it made me beyond the limit of controlling myself from letting my tears falling down..
well, or in other word,,..my tears just too easy to roll down when it comes to this..too easy..no doubt people say you re just finding someone that can actually comfort you and taking advantage from me and stuffs like that..but i dont think that is the main point. i just feel great being with you though..which as if you re teaching me..no..its not teaching but making me to teach myself how to think and become better though..

hmm..i just dont want to miss every single chance to spend with you..sounds like boyfriend right? hahha..nah..its not..is a new friend of mine..that coincidently share most of same thoughts..hmm..now,,..i think i would be lonely and boring without you..or either evonne here the next year..not my roommate janice either..no more..nothing..nothing to be trusted..sometimes is just too complicated and unexpected things going around in my school that i wish not to know nor bother ever..have a clear mind..thinking something good..

blue sky.,, stars..i think i would be happy after i got my dslr..only thing i ll do..take more and more photos...*silly smile.. like you..just dont want to get involve in any matter in that specific area..be honest..i can't.

HAPPY MOMMY DAY

First of all i would like to wish 天下间的母亲, 母亲节快乐! its a a glimpse that came mother's day for 2009. hmm..this year..i will not have to chance to celebrate with my mom or either my dad for daddy day..but hope you all enjoy the day to the fullest.

I woke up at half past ten. on my comp and do whatever i wish..its good and i do appreciate this week that i have actually 2 days of. dont need to go for duty..nothing..feel so free..and that s what made me two days didnt stepped in panorama..not eating the food..

and this is what i had for breakfast..



enjoy..

Saturday, May 09, 2009

after so many months..i finally hear the thunder storm. finally the sound of my hometown. *silly smile. i miss the raining season..not flood of course. it is still raining heavily outside..but..i feel so calm and enjoy..perhaps our conver. during the bar party..haha..but sorry guys..i accidentely deleted all photos..! im sorry..but im sure we ve more time to take photos together though =)
well..back to raining..i always complaining about the rain when i hang out last time..in fact i really dont like it..

but somehow when i m away from home, i miss every single thing at home..homesick? nah..im not..because i dont think im so eager to get back..i mean like..yes..i want to go back home to have a visit..to have the feeling of all i did last time..but its just not homesick..because i was homesick when i was 15. i miss home so much when i actually travelling around from Bangkok to GZ to YIWU to GZ then home and to Hong Kong. A month of travelling make me feel like going home and have a nice sleep. And that i anggapkan sebagai homesick.

Actually love switzerland..the sceneries and everything around are just one word..impressive that i dont want to actually leave this place. Its tranquil and peaceful that i can spend the whole day only sitting down and have a coffee and admire the things surrounded you for the whole day...taking pictures..fun around..well..no doubt my place is really kampung though..im like in cameron highland..i need to take bus and train down to the city every single time..and i beggin to have "bus-sick", i cant take it..feel like vomitting. i miss daddy's driving skills..i miss sitting car and go around..but train is just too good in here that you actually dont need to have a car though..its expensive but..i think its worthy..

i really enjoy..and miss the time..unfortunately..time passes too fast..i only left weeks to complete my cert. course. Im reluctant to leave this place for internship..i would have cherrish more and open my stupid mouth and ask for more of what i want. but i will cherrish and appreciate what i ve left now..the 5 weeks. i would ve cry though..but i dont wish to. we might not have time to see each other again but..im sure..fate will bring us to meet and reunion again someday.

Raining..may be the time that i think the most..
appreciate and have fun till the fullest...that you ll never regret.

Thursday, May 07, 2009

Saturday, May 02, 2009

头脑一片空白

你知道你自己在做什么吗? 很模糊吗?很混乱?真的不知如何整理一切, 一切都很不平常, 看到现在我自己的我,如何接受? 接受自己做着令人觉得反感的事情。也许太累了,也许太羡慕周围气氛了,也许妒忌心太强地把我内心的自尊和尊严都搞砸了。我还是以前的我吗?我还能是以前的我吗?为什么每个人对你的回答都是一样啊?是我变了吗? 我不想。