after so many days, grown up? haha..kinda maybe..
sometimes thinking back some happy moments..which i can sleep whenever i want, can runaway from school if i want, do not need to think so much when im studying..nothing to worry..so free, so great..
but things will change though..im no longer the small girl, i cant be like that anymore..and i realised what is "working" really mean. having more than 10 working hoursa day, and only a day off for me..where can i go? how much i need to spend? when i need to be back to prepare for tomorrow again?
didnt i appreciate my schooling time? i have fun, havent i? how i wish i can study more than working..haha..but sometimes is really "mau tun".
if im working, i get monthly salary...and well, i can probably buy whatever i want whenever i need..at least i know how hard i earn, and use them reasonably, because they are all my afford. it shows how hard i work to get this amount of salary..so hard, so tired, so frustrated, and demotivated.
but i cant turn back, i can only look forward to every single step infront of me..wishing and hoping for the best..what can i do more? cherish whatever, treasure all..
for all.
love lots, K.
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