Happy Hols

this s our mid term break and, actually is not kinda hols for me.
arrhh..life is just short and i can't be like somebody else who thinks that they are useless since the second they were born. well, what i think is, it really doesnt matter how well or how good your family financial support or whatever, but is only whether you want to, the conscious and determination you have in you..chance is what you find but not door to door delivery, you get what i mean? we run and chase our future but not the future chasing us, if you want the second choice (future chasing you), what can i say is, go back and fly your kite and just enjoy whatever you like, in other word, too bad, you re just hopeless. well, im afraid i will be that kind of person but however i don't want to and i believe i can get out of this category because i have this thought ( chase for what i want ) perhaps living in a comfort family will not ever think of what they really want.

If you want me to define future for the time being, i will say, it means what you want for the rest of your life and what you re interest in to support your financial and also other matters. im not sure what i wanna be because these are just confusing me and make me disoriented,,,but i only have one and only target >>> doing a job which what i like and able to get income yang lumayan, majority are like that, so at least you know what you want, but im kinda dissappointed when people do not even have this thought. miserable huh. no offense.
ciao.