well, what i get from this yauguai day besides the experiences..well, ive never tried public transports such as buses, Putra line, or rapid or ktm..but because of this process,, i managed to go all over the places using buses and trains. which i m not a katak di bawah tempurung anymore. it gave me whole lots of confidence to make things done.
even though im quite upset with the attendance,, what can i say to console myself? "it s just your first time, you can do better next time,." well, but will they trust me and give e chances anymore? it could be better than today's performances if only we got enough time to practise and plan, well,, this day is an annual event for this club, by right it should be quite important and need to get things done properly,, but NO EXEMPTION, NO EXCUSES, SCHOOL CLOSED AT 5,, how the hell you expect people to make things done? ya i know this year's iu is the poorest and most futureless iu ever,, perhaps it s like nothing,, is like a rehearsal to let people laugh at what my iu was. but if we do not prepare only one month before, the spirit of doing it is the same,, you know what i mean? no steam doing event that is quite far away from the day..im okay with it and of course willing to do it as soon as possible,, i m speechless and just nothing, i feel im nothing now,, nearly not to respected by others..i just feel that im so small. imNOTHING.
we have lots costumes but,,
i just don't know how to face my friends, family, teachers, and all supporters.
sorry.
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