Seriously feel like shyte now..

undescribable feelings. Yup. I kena-ed.
The first day people busy talking bout NS NS NS NS after school. Okay, well,, hmm so, i was like so excited after driving class..ready to sms// the first time sent!!
half an hour later...
guess what? came out ( untuk more infor. pls kindly sms to 15888[if im not mistaken] ) and i was like stunned and feeling happy hoping im not in NS. but however, i asked hoong again,, i sent the second time. half an hour later/
hoping to get a "maaf!" msg. but manatahu.
" tahniah, anda telah dipilih untuk menyertai SIRI 6/2009
i was like,, wtf man. then after that feel like crying lo..thinking can't the little one become the one, but why me? yeah,, i saved my sisters' life huh. no need to go NS. wth. i dont wanna waste my time seriously la..but on the other hand thinking of what if i got send to some places which are damn nice? haha..and i will get 3 months holiday over there, without paying a single cent,, and end up bringing back 300 or 500.?? haha.
untul now i still can end with a laugh..well, i dont know what am i thinking actually.
but for me the feeling is like shyte lo. i feel so unfair but lucky. WHY? unfair for people who cant even take care of themselves,, why not they go? im sure i can do better than almost half batch of them. i dont wanna be so silly. but why lucky? because among 24 students,, im one of them.
Kena NS in my class are:
ME
HANSIN
KRISTYN
XIAU VOON
TUCK YIK
so far la..