MC D.

resting in Mc D., Enge two stops before Zurich Bahnhof.
luckily everything ended early today,.,and so i could have more time for myself ..
spending them in one of my fav's place, MC D.
had mc nuggets with magnum almond. wonderful.
well..checking and keep myself updated from reading each of your blog..hmm what else can i do huh?
i do miss Msia. boo hoo..but i miss my "time" even more..
just random thoughts of all..

i wonder what are you thinking?
money is everything that can make you losing your thoughts and decisions?
money make you thought of dumping your children?
money make you forget bout your siblings?
is enough, dear..
i dont wanna mention any name here but if you would care..
is money that important till you can sacrifice everything that suppose to be important in your life?
you ve such a brand name products, you ve whole loads of chains..so what?
where is your husband? where is your wife? where is your sisters? where is your brothers? where is your mother? your dad?

have you ever think of them when night comes? have you ever miss them? miss the time you all spent together? have you even thought of gratitude? be thankful of what you ve got? a son and a daughter, and two daughters..so what? im not proud of you, anymore..which i used to..i feel so dissapointed and collapse. we could be the most happiness family in fact in the world..
we could have so-called "leading" the town..
why? because we belong together,..because of our cooperation, our love, relationship..

but not now...not anymore..the dream has broken. it will never come back..
never ever,..

i miss my grandpa..i miss my grandma..i miss the time i was having in a small little house..we re neither rich nor super..but i can understand and feel...the love surrounded us.
i miss ya..much..i miss you too, which used to be..
the one who brought me out for lunch, buying toys for me..
i miss the one who taught me the proper way of using a pair of chopsticks, the one who punished me when i did something wrong..
where are they? i wonder..