很想说

having a sweet and great time with you, you made my life not to not think about you.

i thought that i can keep doing like before, like not caring too much. but i was wrong,

time builds thing can not simply can be erased or either throw away...and now i finally realised the way i treated you before, but i dont hope that i will get the same situation which you sometimes didnt approach at all.

baby,

lots love.