纪念

spending days and days, times and times,

from the feeling of not not wanting to be together until the greed appears..

it becomes then a need, want, desire...

i dont know what can i describe more for these months..

i wasnt sure and not wanting to expect more because i just feel weird in the beginning..

thinking back if its a right track to move on..

until the day i expect myself to be what i am, until the day that i admit myself..

and i know i want ya..

but because of this feeling,..it makes me insecure..

people surrounded, millions, thousands talks...

sometimes i just dont know how insecure in a sudden i have in me..

the fear to see us splitting, arguing, the pain..

i just want to shout out, im worried and i care.

stop being frustrated and pissed whenever this happens..

because i would be happy if somebody care and worry about me..

you re right that you have strong confirmation that i follow yours..

but are you? will you? can i have that strong confirmation from your eyes..?

i think nothing but just every pieces of you.

please tell me and catch me when i fall,

"because your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky,

they wipe away all my tears when i cry,

and i want you by my side. "

" i wont pull my hands up and surrender,

there will be no white flag above my door,

i mean love, and always will be. "

happy 21st.

love. xoxo