Leader

i cant be,..

because i so soft that i cant even control and due with this matter properly,

i suck..when i think that its wrong and i still let this to happen.

you re right of what you said, help ppl who really need help..

and help ppl that really deserve my help..

perhaps i m just too foolish to let this happen, but i promise, it wont happen again, and i wont let this happen ever again..

not to everyone...

work means work..i can never put them off when the time to off is not the time it suppose to be..

perhaps, im really a failure of directing these ppl..

can i please get the strength to order someone not to go off from the laundry so fucking early?

im not blaming anyone, i just cant forgive myself being too good to ppl who is not suppose to deserve it when i know it..

my bad, im so sorry..

i promise this will never ever gonna happen anymore..

perhaps i need these shits happen that will make me stronger..

i would have a chance, i would do it till the best..

please, can i?