thousand people surrounded, but im all alone,
im tired of being a reporter getting to front line at each time,
tired of being a top runner who needs to keep the record and keep on track,
tired of being think that i m a fool,
easily being bullied, depress, miserable..
im not pessimistic, and im not demotivating myself,
its just, the world change until the circumstances that i could hardly follow the pace.
tell me what could i do?
i just want my simple happy life, being pampered and appreciated.
i misss home, and i miss my family, i feel like hugging them as long as i could and never let go.
i hope time is gonna neutralise what is happening..
as soon as i go, i go with the flow..
i wont be worrying anyone anymore, because there will be someone worrying about them.
i wanna take a rest.
