晴天

looking outside the restaurant, people passing by, tram moving, laughters..

thousand people surrounded, but im all alone,

im tired of being a reporter getting to front line at each time,

tired of being a top runner who needs to keep the record and keep on track,

tired of being think that i m a fool,

easily being bullied, depress, miserable..

im not pessimistic, and im not demotivating myself,

its just, the world change until the circumstances that i could hardly follow the pace.

tell me what could i do?

i just want my simple happy life, being pampered and appreciated.

i misss home, and i miss my family, i feel like hugging them as long as i could and never let go.

i hope time is gonna neutralise what is happening..

as soon as i go, i go with the flow..

i wont be worrying anyone anymore, because there will be someone worrying about them.

i wanna take a rest.