Saturday, March 29, 2008

Cried.

i did a wrong decision, didn't i? i feel so bad that this might be all my fault. i shouldn't be taking so heavy responsibility to run the whole thing with members of more than 200. we need team spirit. i find there is no spirit among us. sport day is only for the children? i mean us?.. what 'bout people bigger than us? people who suppose to lead the team besides the captain n vice? teacher. and i'm confusing about the arrangement for each of the teachers. i asked the teachers' duty, they are all in managing overall runners and participants. but how about my team? im sorry to type this word out. im damn fucking mad when i asked for my participants' list. i bet you didn't even give a damn on it, did you? i found that in different document keeping together with some unknown papers. do you actually want to incharge of the house? nope, i shouldn't ask so politely. do you give a damn with red house progression? you don't expect some other students to run the whole and if there is a possibility to get champion and what, that s all your clever-ness and good management? bull shit, you don't even give support to the red house and this is all my vice and my responsibility huh? well, this is not enough, by the way, almost everything about the events' list done by JORDAN who was headache of placing the participants down and discuss with me together, i shall give him more credits and applause, i can see how he cares 'bout the team, the members, everyone, he even got scolded and punishment just because he wanted to find the participants, the only teacher who step forward to ask the progression is Pn.Noor and she even tell me the procedure and things i need to prepare. Decorating Committees and participants are very important and last but not least people who volunteered to march.
Now what, you think you have many jobs and duties to do? everyone is the same come on, i don't need to study and make sure i get average score for every subjects? i don't need to maintain my diet and stamina? i don't need entertainment time? i dn't need to sleep? i wont get sick? hello! im human also. nevermind. i will do everything and i will do the best.
well, phoebe this is not because the importance of winning, this is whether to show the team's spirits. i can see the red house members are using their through heart and have spirits of wanting to win and that is why you stand in the stadium, the field, the running track...
fight will the end. however, apologize if im not a good leader.
post referring to ks4 only.
ahhrr..im tired but i will carry on, because red house's spirit will lasts forever.
nights.

Kerja Amal day.



pitynya, look at emily, wet socks and shoes.

the miang boy, guess who? when we were taking this picture, i remembered someone's mother or father looking at us..he/she might be thinking what is happening in sgkl.


the band childhood dreamers? invite me when you have the first concert with free ticket k..
chik chak..nice one..haha..throwing rubbish still can take photo. i bet it will be rejected if i use it for kerja amal..lol.
see this darren ho..omg..
do we look good today?? haha..
yeah..going back to class and continue our funny pictures..
yao holding the broom, you think you are the wizard? come on..

Encik Wan brought us down to the garden of sri garden. lol. actually to do our moral project which due date is this coming tuesday. and we were busying taking funny pictures more than a serious one..lol. was fun. everybody playing over there while en. wan keep on scolding us..well..too bad because well-known naughty class, the best class ever to train the teacher's patience, the best class who get the most flying colour results etc. haha..we do not listen to most teachers and we only listen to some of them because certain teachers have their certain problem behaviour which can't be accepted by our class. we re bersatu-padu and we will argue till the end if we think that we re right. kinda good ya. my class. but sometimes i just cannot stand their noise. ahrr..hurts my ears man. but nevermind. haha. we ve fun. great time and great day, see ya, ciao.

Visited the Ampang Old Folks home.



they were helping the aunty to tie those strings to sell to earn money.
this is the kitchen and their canteen. they will eat according to their "time-table". and they have 4 meals a day.

and this is me..recommending you to visit..
their bed room.
this is the hall for them and us to chat and talk and communicate. =) so clean and neat.
this is the main entrance of that old folks home..it was actually kinda big and comfortable..
the form 4s. they are sweet. Xp

We had fun there..and i chatted a lot ended up people asking me..that whether im tired of asking so many questions or not..haha..talking and sociallising is like that..i don't really know how to start a topic with my friends so they always start first..while im kinda master in chatting with the olds and the kids..i think.. hahha..it is a memorable and good day which i feel so great after helping them and talk to them since they stay at the old folks home for so so so long time already. i asked them many questions and i want to know more about them. however, im afraid what if i asked wrong or sensitive questions? .. is over anyway. sorry if i asked something which supposingly is a secret.

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Busy Week

There are many things happening now, and just don't feel right.
last year of sport 2008, whats the result for red house at the end?

Friday, March 21, 2008

MSSMKL

today is the last day and perhaps the last time i can feel the semangat and the subconscious fear whenever the gun bang.
we did went into final but i was that irresponsible until i threw my event and depend the others who were in the team. im so sorry, and very sorry. apologize because i did not run till the end. that was a hope, but a hope that nearly destroy by my ownself. i know everyone of you might be wondering and cursing me or whatever but i have my reasons, which when i went back and tell my sister, my sis replied and described me as an insane and foolish which she had ever seen. I know among us must have misunderstanding and somehow i lie because i didnt get anyone's permission and i left to school. im sorry.

Monday, March 17, 2008

this holiday was ahrrhh.







women's day's shirt, sister bought this.

i miss this biscuit very very much. it named beehive in cantonese.

this was taken in sunway's restaurant..credit for michelle.


my favourite place ever to have my roti canai.
the holidays would be meaningful if i wanted to move my hands. but too bad, im just lazy ass.

Sunday, March 16, 2008

oopsy..this was CNY party time.




is just fun too be around at michelle's house. free and easy..nothing to worry about..not bad huh..refillable water, unlimited nisin noodles, wii, psp, ps2 3, nintendo. wow! lol. XOXO.

The Angel. =)


Angel is so cute, but is so huge. so adorable. i remembered when she was still young, she s definitely naughty like no one else, but after 3 months training, she s all right now. love you XOXO. michelle's lover. XD

School life is just fantastic..


me . emily
good school good facilities, but.. kinda sad case eh?
i had signed the SPM paper with a smile..(fake one)



after netball comp. honestly im not very interested in netball, but because of that teacher, i joined.

a 3 8 standing right infront of the white board.. "excuse me, can you please, MOVE! "

an annoying friend, but his semangat of never give up impressed me.

end of the story. haha. ciao.