Sunday, February 28, 2010

我现在想要的,你..给得了我吗? Credit for Jie =D

小时候,总觉得呆在这地方,很不自在,不想有熟悉的人经过这,因为总觉得,别人会看不起我..
但日子过去,人长大了,却觉得父母给了我最大最幸福的礼物 - 你,懂吗?你,又有这样的经验吗?
现在,我真的很想回到那充满笑声的小店里,虽然不怎么华丽,但,我很开心。真的,如果我有一天时间能够呆在这无忧无虑的地方,那该是我这年最最最开心的时刻了。姐姐妹妹爸爸妈妈,一家人是最幸福的,如果有机会的话,怎么不珍惜你所有的一切?, 你这样,快乐吗?你的儿子和女儿开心吗?可是我能很肯定地告诉你,我们刘家,一家“七” 口都很开心!(Doggie,Kakak)我好挂住你地啊! but, im not home sick though.
中五的我,总在玩,我爱画画,也因此喜欢上颜色,我花心思布置课室,我花时间在美术课,因为我就喜欢,也在美术课室和她一起设计出天衣无缝,独一无二的杰作. 哈哈,太夸了吧。
到了这里之后,我..都不停和我自己说,我要做到最好,我..要..而就这样我得了我想要的东西,但是,有谁跟我分享?当我知道我得奖的时候,你们不在啊..我很开心,我很骄傲,骄傲是因为我有那么好的父母,我才有那么的一天,谢谢您们。
这就是最快乐的时刻了,蹲在那,做我想做的,由谁管得了我啊?
这里,有数不清的回忆,算不完的经历,一般人大概也不会明白的吧?
每次一回来都会几乎跑到后院去跟它打一打招呼,我的亲爱,米修米修! > < 吃喝玩乐,都有她陪伴的表妹。。别人都说她比我对我妹更要好,也许吧..

婆婆,你..最近还好吗?有谁不怀念一生中最短暂美好的回忆?怎么会变成这样?本来事情就是那么单纯,但旅程中一定有高潮和低落的时刻。
一起举行派对的我们,大概也变得七七八八的了吧?当我回来的时候,会不会已经不再是我们了?会不会值得我留念呢?
过年,人来人往,热闹,人山人海,那全部都已经是两年前的事了。我不喜欢没有过年的过年, 也不喜欢过年就像没过年。我..好想那热闹而熟悉的感觉
这才是最快乐的。Maslow's concept. I need that.
那个再赶工课的我,已经不再坐着同样的地方, 而是在大步地往前走了。
舒适的生活,温暖的家,你能给我吗?

单人房加独立厕所,谁不想要?
搓汤圆,他们知道吗?“嫁鬼佬? 要三思...”
任影唔nau, that's my home. =D
不同的活动,不同的玩意儿,大家的欢乐,当事人最了解了。
做有意义的事情,感觉好多了,你最经过的还好吗?“阿萍婆婆”

米修米修!loads love.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Overload

hmm..真想此刻能跟特别的人一起分享..
因为实在太多事情发生了..真想找个人发泄发泄..
如果你还在的话,你应该是那个听我发泄的人吧?
我能不能信任你?还是你只是路过而已啊?

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Phew

finally PPT is ended for stage 1..
p/s : i did the biggest mistake again..argh..
mommy, 你的孩子怎么会那么诚实啊? = ="

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Another Sunday

a week has gone away..it will never come back..
there is always something blocking or its just thinking too much and cant take it as something which is not important at all..
why am i caring something or someone who i dont think i deserve anymore?
yea..depress and negative isnt it? i only know how to make this clear and telling my babe that..yea everything will be fine, you can get a better one, you can have better future..stop thinking back..create it on your own..etc etc etc and etc. but what about me?
i lose, i can't.
i should have think it more meaningfully..
but i m afraid its all influenced by surrounding area..
do i really need it now? or i would fall harder perhaps never fade again..
ONLY
if anyone can tell me...
if anyone can listen to me..
if anyone can understand me..

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

girl

is busying..
rushing for the first presentation, wedding cards and invitations,..hmm =)
is fun, work under this amount of pressure..feel good anyhow..
was reflecting myself..
i dont feel like typing the whole grandmother story here though..
you re just like my little sister, the sister that i used to see..
what situation will grow you up? i think im the one who has the problem of not talking too much or disturbance,,..cos i just cant take it..too over..
grow up girl..start thinking a step ahead before anything happen to you..
i dont know if you this call 孤僻? whatever it called..
nobody like that i guess..
i miss my roomie =v=
she is "long gas", she is talking too much sometimes..but i want to talk to her somehow..

and now, i ve realised..
perhaps, getting bigger, thinking perhaps further, nothing stay at the same place..everybody change..i dont want to be like that, but i just cant help..
人大了,自然就会偏一个不同的角度来看待任何一件事情..你问我,想回到当初?又有谁不想呢?

Saturday, February 13, 2010

新年快乐, 虎年行大运!




Daddy Mommy,
阿瑜和阿琪都不在你们身边的时候,要好好照顾自己。凡事都要小心,说真的,有谁不想回家过年呢?
好啦,嘻嘻, 祝你们虎年行大运,身体健康,生意兴隆
妹,要读书,考好成绩,照顾自己,别让他们担心你,知道了吗?
朋友们,要努力哦!你们会是最好的.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Wann

When the look at your picture once again in that networking..
what i thought and what i felt?
if it was you the day i was in the conference room during internship meeting..
no, it was just illusion i think,
i better get my job done,
and never got into so-called trap again,
if i respect, it will be a part of my journey,
thanks, always be loved.

loves K,

Wednesday, February 03, 2010

> . <''

too busy..
but Chinese New year is around..
how i wish to enjoy my CNY in my hometown..
i miss everyone now..
i miss CNY.
I miss doggie.