This is for the last day of 08

i couldn't update my blog because i wasnt near the wireless. well, this is probably writing the review or some sort of conclusion for 08.

so, First of all, i would like to give credit to two person.
The first person is..the one who helped me loads when my parents were not around. a person who is so responsible that i ve ever seen,..she s a very hardworking "mother". i shall give her credit. reason is..she was very kind, she was trustworthy, she was responsible, she was keen on calculating, she didn't afraid of busy stuffs, she overcomes the difficulties caused by the other, she was protective that she waited for me to get into the car only she get on hers, EVERYDAY. she was so hardworking that, she was having fever and flu, but still she came to work, in fact, she is still sick. but...she told me, "don't worry, i will be here to help you no matter what." it was like Angel. thanks to her loads and loads that i shall find a way to return something to her. thanks very much,,.

second of all, another one, who accompanied me when my parents werent around. well, she sat with me, she slept with me, she read with me, she discussed with me EVERYDAY like some kinda sleepover for the past 10 days. i would like to thank her so so much that she willing to sacrifice some of her precious to spend with me during breakfast and dinner. we talked bout' all girls stuffs. haha. which the girls will know. well, i treat her like my friend my than i relative. thanks for entertaining me these few days so that i wont be that boring catching on the same drama "sui yuet fung wen" and etc. hmm, seriously thanks i mean a big THANKS to both of you first.

and then, my aunty (ah yi), ah mun, bak leong, and all who did called me and visited me to find out whether i m still alive for these days. haha. thanks very much.

well, i learned loads, to learn to be independant somehow..i thought that im independant enough but in fact im not..and thats why i ve been chosen to participate in such programme..well..i ve got nothing ot say. but still..thanks.
thanks to those who helped me, who hated me to burst my strength of fighting back, thanks for people who had hurt me to make me even tougher and stronger to face the reality, thanks for those who cared about me but i just not intend to give a da** i m sorry. but i ll love you guys much much more than i can say,,.
i wont be that childish anymore, thats the final answer, i will continue and get on with my life, i felt i was happier that i havent have that time to think this kind of nonsence. i felt that was..a waste of time. perhaps my decision is right, or is wrong but it doesnt really matter now, because the dramas and the books motivated me more than anyone can do it. i m not that silly anymore, not insane either to think of a chance that we would be back together. i know, it will never. im happy, because you told me, something i wanted to know, and im happy because...you loved me.
so..say bye to sadness or miserable memories, bye 08...!!! HERE COMES 2009. watcha! Bravo comes to town.

merry christmas to all.

i went to Sunway with my aunty and cousins with,, all my other "uncles and aunties".. haha. we wore something odd, we were actually celebrating "sok gong's" birthday in a hakka restaurant located somewhere in sunway. quite nice, not that expensive i guess. em..yea, had a wonderful night. then we went to old town for tea waiting for the arrival of christmas, fireworks and all. seriously tired, but as long as the shop in my mind, i will put all my strength left to take whole responsibility to work.
once again, Merry christmas mommy daddy jie lam b phoebe hoong yen zhong yong eric woon wee 5k2's and all.
ciao, busy.

the first day.

oh my god, for your information. today is a busy day of all and today is the first day, nine days more for accounts, banks, bills, packing, and stuffs. wow. lots to busy,, ciao~ im tired..lets tiredness forget all the rejection. and comes my new moon.

The last gathering for 5K2 08'

we were in Concorde Melting Pot last night, 20th Dec. wow! it was amazing, the food, and atmosphere was better than the last time i been there. we ate, we took photos, we ran, and all..fun and wonderful day. i dont expect that came, but that was the truth, thanks for all of you. thanks for letting me feel that, im suitable for what i choose for my future. thanks.

the clearing..

look so familiar? i think is similar with the hoong's tropicana's or something.

then the greeting cards from my friends and some oldiest magazines

and here comes the ugliest part.

and this..this was like so many years ago, i think Audrey remembered this, cos we did this together.

then the bags and posters.

Finally, BnE

yeah..finally, i watched twilight this afternoon with my cousin michelle and nick and my sis. well, i ve been reading and i can't wait to finish until the end of twilight - because it is really interesting. well, people might think:" wow newbie, you re just too new to twilight world or something" they might be reading new moon, eclipse, breaking dawn or finished, you know~ but i tell you is irresistable and im craving for new moon now. unfortunately, out of stocks in MALAYSIA till christmas. oh my god. i can't wait. i want new moon, LOW MICHELLE!!

well, the movie was beyond what i expected. okay la, movie mah, it skipped a lot and banned some scenes that the book said them all. First, Eric, then Mike then Tyler, Jessica, Wylon, Billy, Jacob, Charlie, Renee, Phil and the CULLEN FAMILY. gosh! they were amazing, Alice is beautiful, and i actually like Dr Cullen, lol. but, Edward wasnt that bad though just the difference of their "age", Dr Cullen is 362 and Edward is 108 .i never read a book like this until twilight appeared, i admire Stephenie Meyer and i want to thank her for the great books.

Edward was somehow, impressive, and i talked to myself, i thought, if i were Bella, i would try to except Edward like what she did. not that scary afterall, i mean Edward. If i were Bella, i would feel 101% of over under protection, and i love it like Bella did. I like being protected because im..a girl.
and I prayed..where is my Edward...?

he is..

HERE THIS IS.
laneige outlet in mid valley jj. omg.

MICHELLE LOW!!

i cant stand, i accidentely read one more chapter.
she told me not to finish the book first or i will get disappointed. as usual, movie will definitely cut down lots of things that mentioned in the book, thats for sure. but i just can't wait to finish the book. i want to finish it by today!! i dont care. i ve no time for TWILIGHT TWILIGHT!!! I WANT TWILIGHT. in love with the couple. I must come out for twilight!! we take 12.30am? hahaa.

Twilight

"if leaving is the right thing to do, then i'll hurt myself to keep from hurting you." -

12.12.08

on that day morning...i ate chee cheong fan with milk tea and snacks enjoying tv and stuffs at home. ya..i kinda bad girl for my parents on that day because i didnt go down to help up or something. as usual after eating then i planned to have a year end clear with my room all stuffs such as bags, clothes and all because they are too many,, but i dont use them.well..haha..not boastful okay. surprsingly, it took me like 3 hours to just clear up one part of my room, wth. is too much. compare to my sister's room, i felt so shameful or maybe i just having more girly stuffs than she does.

after that, i had my lunch and all, get back and watch my tv again till late five, i started to worry because my secret make up artist hasn't arrived yet. i called her and finally arrived. make up with foundation and eye shadows then spraying hair and then done.

rushed to Prince hotel at only 7pm with phoebe in the car. im like so clumsy when i first went down and took the first step front to the stairs of the hotel. i felt so weird wearing like this attending something special. haha. then holding phoebe and waiting for Hoong to give a hotel card so that we could put our things in there no.1119 if im not mistaken.

well, hoong claimed that he didnt like his hair style so i willingly wash his hair up. honestly his hair was like so hard to wash, i wondered if the person put a whole bottle of gel on his hair? then is done, spraying and stuff by Chee yong then we were ready to the prom.

i took lots of pictures, but i dont see yours in my camera and you didnt step forward for a picture with me too. well, then performances and games then voting, yes, i voted you, no point lying. em,, then had fun dancing. and then back to hotel. i didnt feel comfortable staying there infact i wish i never.

the day after prom, we went to pavilion had lunch and watch a movie, i went back by myself, and that was the process.

bye my friends,,...bye sadness.

Good Luck

加油，刘媛琪！
pass with flying colours. G7, i m coming!

Advanced "Guo Dong"

had full and wonderful dinner on sunday.

the night before wedding.

the day haveng pre-dinner.

...

如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
if im still lovin' you, will you still be at my side?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
if i still care bout' you, will you look at me more than a glimpse?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺得到我的離開?
is it if i leave, you only can feel that i left?
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?
is it if i left, you only can feel the way that i treated you?

Friend?

I dont treat you as my friend sometimes.
Cos' your actions made me mad.
If you treat me as your friend, you shouldn't stay close to that person, should you?
perhaps you do not know the story, or maybe you do..
dont let me shout out the word, the word that is unpleasant.
sense of a girl is powerful than any other.
im sorry, but please stay away.

Mid valley and then wedding

night view of KL Tower.

the night view in KL. so cool, so nice, so relax.

the wedding that i attended in concorde ballroom. i saw this happy couple filled with happiness and joy. i wondered how will mine be? *smile*

and then the end.

tired.

overnight in Prince Hotel after prom with the 8 and pavilion for movie then came back tonight. details will be posted soon. Gonna rest. Pls Pls dont dream 'bout you, cos im afraid my tears will fall beyond my control.

OH MY GOD!

I was doing my year end clearing room with my clothes and books and stuffs..and i accidentely killed somebody's eggs. oh my god. i dont know who the insect's eggs are these..and well, this proved that it has been a long time since i cleared my stuffs. i saw one of the egg's blood vessels. ewww!! but. im sorry, i didnt mean to kill them.

wow!! exciting..gonna shower soon, "ban leng leng" haha. ciao.

lunch first.

chik chaks

the yen yen..haha..lots to say too. not here. in my mind.

hey babe here phoebe..lots to say. not here. in my mind.woopss.. yaushu zhong here.

best buddy plus dude here..haha. we had argument twice. haha. the longest was 7 days.
LCY=Leong Chee Yong. was once my best boy friend hahah. he told me everything. he cried when he called me. dont be shy..haha..will be all right.

the louya plus 38 silly emily here. thanks for accompany
the bitch here..haha..future artist here..haha..good luck!

And he rocks. but sometimes Emo. YINZZ.

My monitor here. hahaa. i love to call him monitor instead of his name. i dont know why.

the dude. we are in the same school since std one till form 5. Kuen Cheng to Sri Garden. I remembered i made him changed class from 1E to 1D. sorry. haha. really.

AND..YAO!! I never take one of his photo.

the Presedent of Student Council. woops. I mean the Ex. ShoSuzuki. Applause!! sorry la. but its okay~ you know your position. haha.

bye bye voon neh neh. and my mirror.

steven and sanjeev.

nadi..who is like so far away from me but we are getting closer nowadays.

the teng teng, i was like..yer, i dont know why her behavior is so similar with mine when i m getting 38 hahaha. enjoy being with her cos she is just..so good to be someone beside.

YIN SYLVIA, i berasa agak bersyukur, cos im having a great great partner beside me whenever i need her. she s so great, and she dance. =)

my PRESIDENT in interact club, my MEMBER in Red HOuse. =) thanks SONIA. for giving me this chance to show what i ve got. but apologize i did not make the event smooth and success, im sorry. You will always be my president, i felt so safe when you were beside me during the iu time. haha. thanks.

NIKI NIKI. she has been helping me in interact and prefects gathering, THANKS VERY MUCH! i shall hug you when school reopen. haha.

and the MUGEN. all the best friend.

he looked so bossy. infact he is qualified. haha. smartas* SIEWPING.

my partner here! Sanjeev. good luck.

here comes my moral teacher,, hopefully can get A for your subject. you re good enough except the "showing off" part. haha. thanks EN.WAN.

and then my FAVOURITE teacher of all, EN.ISKHANDAR. my english teacher.

PN NOOR, ART TEACHER! love her damn damn much! xoxo.

comes,, Michelle. thanks. Helped me LOTS.

The pro. Make up Artist, MeiNi.

super teacher, Ms.Sandhi, Econs rocks!

and MS. VASINTHI , history teacher. I tried my best! sorry.

hello the big bear. haha..Mr. Raj, Maths teacher. Thanks very much!

BM teacher, En.Sahari. Thanks for teaching me. My score did rised! haha.

and here the principal. Honestly speaking,, i have bad impression on him. well, ya..i admit, he is a very good principal, he controls the school well. but sadly, he failed to be a part of HR department. he has no feelings in other word. and maybe this makes him to become a leader.

and lots more. in mind. love you always.