Realization costs

Walking through the path, i will just blame myself that i dont have enough experiences..

i will blame myself for being too good to anyone around..

i realised im putting my pure heart to do every single thing thats y, my mom told me i will never going to become a successful businesswoman because i seldom lie, and i dont lie.

i seldom do things that cannot go through my way and my thoughts, people who can, congrats you are leveled up. =)

it doesnt really matter now what i am doing and what im planning to do, i paid priceless amount to buy realization. walking along the road, and yet i keep thinking what am i living for..ha..its bored i know..anyhow, one minute silence can be different. making decision and the way you think..

i need a break now..haha even its the second week of schooll..its tiring =(

Snow

School time

thinking back all these school time, it was blackboard classroom =) playing with chalks happily. Especially having name on duty roaster..need to clean up the blackboard, it was real fun haa..thinking back all these days. 原来我已体验过许多...

although i was not sociable that time, i dont talk, im a silent girl, nobody realised whats happening to me except my besties. everybody said im a tboy because i was all the way an athlete. i love sport but it doesnt mean im a guy okay? haa. anyway..

then it came the whiteboard time. having whiteboard marker and start drawing the board thinking it was fun and amazing. thinking back once again, what did i do all these while? what have i done till then? im thankful that i have a bunch of 死党 being there with me whenever i need them. thats why learned and im contented with what im having and i appreciate them as i really dont know when will i lose one of my treasures. never know.

come to adult life, having smartboard for teaching, learning what i want to. its bliss. im not hoping everyone will accept my action and behaviour, you can leave me alone if you dont treat me as a friend because i dont need ya. haa. i would say whoever im having, i ve a bunch of quality friends. i do choose them, this is reality =) but all my friends, give yourself a clap, because you deserve it. person who i dont think you are qualify...you might have chance to..im mean, i can be cruel too, whatever you did to me, i will remember, but i will not revenge because i just think its childish. 冤冤相报何时了？ walking through this journey,..the biggest gift ever i got.

time past life leopard running from one part to another, i dont want to waste my time anymore..whatever happened, let them be. im concern about my future plan. i needa be tough and hard from now on. my resolution 2011. forced to be. reality, here i welcome myself into it.

snowing.

snow again. really nice and impressive snow this morning. brighten up my day =))

can i go out for photos =)

it has been a long time since i ve taken photos.

其实一个人也好，总可以让你想一些以外的东西，哈哈.

i miss walking along Zurich See. school is going to start soon. so soon i need to go back.

gonna have plenty to prepare.

gonna go. ;) catch up later.

way.

way, you re the one who made way for yourself, of course there are many ways to walk during your journey of life. Every single way has its own bitter, sweet, sour and spicy taste. You will never know if the way is correct until you reach and face the problem or the scenario.

but sometimes, when you already chose the right way, try not to skip or go through the shortcut because you will never know what happen next.

life, its just like roller coaster sometimes, you never expect how high and whats the feeling until you came down with the speed with the roller coaster. you will not expect the end of the result and the feeling thats y you chose to try variety of things.

to me. once i know my way, i will not go into or recide my decision because i just one the one and only thing.

stop entertaining me with small actions. im tired.

Candy

wishing everyone a very happy new year here..

nothing much happen to me though. school is going to start soon. so soon im going back to the school mode.

Candy. i miss my kiddy time. at least the things that require to think is not so complicated and i need to sort them and come out with solution. By now, things wouldnt be like younger time thinking that everything is gonna be solved after a candy. How i wish once i got my candy things are gonna still be the same and back to normal again, i will have my life goes on.

Sometimes when i think back whatever i did, im doing and i will do is the right choice and the right step..because once i decided, things can never turn back and give you a chance once again. Included, friends, family, studies, internship. Too much things have been changed, and will be changing..you never know what happen next. thats y, i rather now treat myself good, because nobody can treat yourself better except you.

I hope things wouldnt be that hard when it comes to future. Give me a rest of some..i'm mentally tired. i need rest or i cant hold on...

hmm..anyway anyhow, i will still hope and wish that my friends are all in good health and studies, wish them you guys all the best in this coming days and months, study hard and of course play harder..haha.. because i will play harder too =) too much incoming things..needa play hardcore...

care for me

didnt know which is the right spot to start my point.

i never knew girl, you re so important to her. too much question marks need answers to solve.

what am i and why am i struggling. it seems torturing.

can i have an ending of these triangle shape thing.?! im tired of worrying at all time.

i dont want to guess and be like the busybody running all over like mad dog to show that i care.

in this world, you can only choose yes or no. leave or stay on.

tell me, what are you thinking please?!

blame on me.

dont know..whenever he did something annoying..

you put the blame on me because you assume that this is my friend and i need to be responsible on it..

i m tired as well, i didnt sleep well though..

dont get pissed because of this.. can you?